The other day when i went into to get some coffee, one of my frnds was filling the coffee cup and throwing it off into the bin. At first i thought someting is wrong with th the coffee being served. But got suspecious seeing him doing the samethings again and again... i couldnt stop my inquisitiveness and interrupted him asking for reson. He was telling that he is increasing his CTC (cost to the company) this way. wow!
I'm tired of being sad.
I'm tired of crying.
I'm tired of feeling empty inside.
I'm tired of feeling worthless.
I'm tired of feeling stuck.
I'm tired of being alone.
I'm tired of yelling.
I'm tired of keeping silent.
I'm tired of pretending.
I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have.
I'm tired of missing things. I'm tired of missing people.
I'm tired of remembering.
I'm tired of wishing I could start all over.
I'm tired of not being able to just let go.
I'm tired of faking it.
I'm tired of being different.
I'm tired of being angry at things I cant change.
I'm tired of always wondering when God is finally going to let me be happy.
I don't necessarily want to be happy
I just want to stop feeling miserable.
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This is quite an interesting thing that i noticed recently at my home place.
I stay at a well developed place at the center of the city. There are slums near by my place. Yesturday the festival 'bonalu' ended. This is a telangana festival, and this basti celebrates it as their main festival. Last year it happend, they decorated the place with twinkling lights and it was very beautiful. We should watch cars running under the lights.. it looked like pearls rolled over their body. The scene was so nice and fentastic. i was surprised how these pple make so much money.... and even if they made.. how would they let it go out just to be spent in 2/ 3 days?
This year the festival is even more fabulous and in flamboyance. IN addition to lights, they displayed some avatars of Lord krishna, huge mikes, huge avatar of Mahankali, DJ (yes DJ and they were arrianged atleast at 2/ 3 places on the streets), transport to the poor etc etc etc. Things were soooooo much that it finally brought in the traffic jam, forcing the recovery van, police to pitch into the scene.... closing the streets, traffic diversion and related complications. I was surprised... why this overaction? and who would sponser it?
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Few months back there were telangana elections, and TRS party had a roaring victory. Main leaders of contress and tdp couldnt even recover their deposits. The answer lies here. Generally the festival where the poor flock to celebrate.. the local MLA-s sponser. This is mainly seen as an act of impressig them so that it would be easy for them to win the next elections. Hyderabad, being in telangana region and the recent TRS victory added heat which could have added a lot of money for the festival.
Wow.. how intelligent... from outside we see it as the poor is celebrating for themselves.. but inder the hoods.. things are diffarent. I name it as intelligence/ Rajaneethi. I often wonder why TRS party doesnt sponser such things? The only thing they know/ say is telangana sentiment and Andhra pple are deceiving and robbing telanga pple; As JP once said.. i see this in the light of NAZI movement lead by Hitler of germany where the key point is Jews are robbing germans!
*just my views.. not meant to hurt/ put down somebody. Kindly note*
i see many sircastic things abt prayer often..however here's a study that contradicts it.
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London, Aug 5 (ANI): The power of prayer really can help cure the sick, according to a new study.
A US team from Indiana University, led by religious studies professor Candy Gunther Brown, examined the effects of prayer in Mozambique and Brazil where spiritual healing for the blind and deaf is common.
In the African country, a woman named Maryam could not see a hand with two raised fingers from a distance of one foot. But a healer put her hand on Maryam's eyes, hugged her and prayed for a minute.
She then held up five fingers, which Maryam was able to count from the same distance, according to researchers, reports the Daily Express.
She went on to read the 20/125 line on an eye chart - meaning she had 40 per cent sharpness of vision, if judged against 20/20 or 100 per cent perfect vision. Other visually-impaired people also showed improvement after prayers, the researchers claimed.
The team also reported that two deaf subjects showed a 50 decibel improvement in their hearing after spiritual intervention. (ANI)
i was skeptical if it really works.. (http://justamotheroftwo.blogspot.com/2010/07/experiment-7-days-of-positivity-day-1.html) and ignored it. What a nonsense it is. NOw that i saw how the author feels herself.. i think i will make a try. So today is the day1. I will update this space tomorrow :)
Life is too short to not be happy. Each moment spent in sadness is time lost forever.
Take care and stay positive! :: from the same blog :)